Kevin Astins looking desperately for Chantelle Toms
Mood:  blue
Topic: Looking for daughter
Chantelle!!!!!! Sweetheart. it seems that you have been doing EXACTLY the same as I have, looking for you using the Internet. I logged on today and started looking for you again, only this time my Internet browser turned up with an additional web site where you had written that Tina is no longer with us. It is thanks to that site, that I could delve into the site and I fished your e mail address out of the clutter that is usually on a Website. Chantelle, my darling, where are you? Where's Chelsea? Are you OK? God, I just don't know what to write!!! All the time I was looking for you, I sort of knew what I would write, but now that I have found you, albeit electronically for now, I haven't got a clue!! I want to ask you what you're doing, where have you been? What happened that day when I returned home from work to an empty house? No you, no Chelsea, no anybody. To this day I do not know what happened. I worked hard and long hours to keep everyone in clothes, healthy and well-fed. One night I returned to a completly empty house, no one home, even the furniture was missing. The nieghbours didn't know anything. I was suddenly without two daughters. Where did you girls go???? I loved you both so much and believe me, there hasn't been an hour go by, not just a day, but an hour go by when I haven't thought about you both. Why is it that you signed on and looked for me and not Chelsea? Where is she? Sweetness, can you tell me if have you got a phone number which I may call you on? I hope that you want to contact me and see me as much as I have wanted to see you over all these years. My years have gone by even longer without you. Good girl for using your head and getting onto the Internet. Please write back to me as soon as you are ready. I am here, Chantelle, for you. I live in Poland now in a place called Radzymin and will always live here. I have a very good job and a nice house in the forest. I am very happily married and have a daughter who is 10 months old. Anyway, should your situation allow, and of course, should you wish to, I have a roof here for you, and you have me, your dad. I know that this is all sudden. I, myself am shaking as I write to you now not knowing what you are doing, where you are living, who you are living with etc. and I don't want to sound all over the top and hurried. Take your time if you need to think about everything, or maybe then again, you don't have to. Sweetheart, whatever you think or whatever happens, I am here for you. If you wish, you can send me a text message whenever you want on this number: 0048 694 695 156. (0048 is the telephone code to Poland.) So put the number into the phone exactly like this 0048694695156 and send me a text message if you want. My email address is: KAISTON@WP.PL Your ever-loving you Dad, loads of love, kisses and hugs, Kev XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX